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CW: blood and other post-op injury descriptions from here onward

[quark_assassin]

No. I mean--not technically. It's more of an...interface thing.

[Dustin's gaze follows Billy's, then he looks away with a quick breath.]

--Here, I'll just, um--

[He did say it would be easier to show him, didn't he? Plus, this might keep Billy from asking any more specific questions about the nature of his abilities - a topic that Dustin would still like to avoid, although they've already kind of toed over that line at this point in the conversation.

[Dustin steps away from the wall so he can wriggle out of his coat, draping it over the most convenient surface available before (finally) finding a place to sit down. His right arm looks lumpy even under the several layers of sweaters he's wearing, and when he gingerly rolls up the series of sleeves overtop, the reason becomes obvious: The middle of his thin forearm is wrapped tight in gauze and stuffed with padding. Dark, dried blood stains the top of it.]

Wanted to change the bandages before I got here, but I, ah. Ran out.

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[It doesn't do a whole lot to help clarify the why of it all, but the blood is definitely enough to have Billy moving forward with concern.]

You did this yourself? [He winces a little at the idea.] Can I clean it up for you at least? Let me grab some pain killers first actually, that should help. [He moves to gather some supplies to clean and bandage, as well as some pills, a bit flustered but doing his best to keep calm for the both of them.]

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[Dustin nods, wincing back at him. He doesn't really want to think about it, either, although the memory is fresh in his mind, and probably still would be even if he didn't have perfect recall. Easily in his top five worst experiences - bad enough that he'd downed one of his precious Eorzean health potions to try and handle the pain. It had worked, temporarily. But he couldn't rationalize using the last one on just pushing back that threshold for another half a day. It's a lot of the reason why he's here.

[The offer for alternative painkillers is, therefore, not something he'll argue against.]

Maybe...maybe I just didn't clean it well. [He doesn't sound convinced. Hesitantly, hands shaking, Dustin starts unwrapping his old bandages.] Even if this one heals right, I--there's all the other points. Connections. I can't reach the ones on my back.

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We'll start with these, okay? And then if you need something stronger we can do that. Do you have any allergies I should know about or anything?

[Billy holds off on handing him the pills and a glass of water until he gets confirmation. Of curse, he could just use a spell, but apart from so many people being nervous about the magic, he's learned that pain is a good indicator, as much as he wants to take it away. If he dulls it too quick, he might miss something important.

He takes over removing the bandages, trying to be gentle. He's put on gloves at some point while he was gathering his supplies, and he frowns faintly at the implication that Dustin had only been stopped from more self surgery by the fact that he couldn't reach.]

What did you use to do this?

[quark_assassin]

No allergies--can't have any.

[He does not elaborate. Dustin hesitates only a moment to glance over the pills, trying to identify what kind of painkillers he's about to shove in his mouth, but gives up on it a moment later. Paranoia sways in the face of relief from the persistent, steadily worsening throbbing pain in his arm - plus, even Dustin's terrible perception when it comes to people is still enough to notice that Billy looks about as anxious as he feels. If the guy is acting to get Dustin to let his guard down, he's doing a spectacular job of it.

[He doesn't waste any extra time; Dustin snatches away the pills, pops them, then grabs the cup of water like he's going to chug it but only manages a few, grimacing sips before placing it down on the counter next to him. Too nauseous.

[Billy finishes unwrapping the bandages. Centered on the top of Dustin's lower arm, surrounded by puffy swelling and spatters of blood, is a circle of smooth, brushed metal, about an inch in diameter and slightly domed in the center. There's definitely more going on under the surface to be causing this level of irritation, but it's also not obviously infected, and it does seem to be healing. All signs point to this being standard post-op discomfort - "standard," anyway, if the operation in question was done with a dull knife, one-handed, by someone who has never performed surgery before. Which--]

Ah. [Dustin pointedly looks away from his uncovered forearm, turning a little green.] Knife. Sterilized.

[--is apparently exactly what happened.]

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[Billy gives a curious hum, not having seen anything like this before, and he gently guides Dustin's arm as he wipes it clean and sterilizes it. There doesn't seem to be much more he can do with his limited knowledge of both surgery and technology.]

We might want to talk to Omega as well. She deals with droids and more mechanically inclined things than I do. She might be able to offer insight the Doctor and I can't.

[He applies some topical that should ease the pain and swelling a bit, and begins to rebandage him.]

Shit. Okay, um- so 1. please don't ever do surgery on yourself again, for starters, but 2. a knife isn't the same as scalpel. It's going to do a lot more damage, and make the pain a lot worse. What kind of knife are we talking?

[quark_assassin]

[Dustin perks up slightly; he hadn't considered that Omega was the technical type, although in retrospect, she had been awfully interested in poking around his workshop when she visited. Had he known, he might have actually asked for her advice first. Maybe he'll still follow up with her after this.

[He hisses and winces, first from the burn of antiseptic, then from the numbing cold of the topical analgesic that follows. But when that's chased by the soothing pressure and warmth of fresh bandages, Dustin's curiosity overwhelms his turning stomach and he glances back, blinking in surprise.]

Y-You don't think--?

[--No, obviously he doesn't think anything's wrong with the wound, otherwise he wouldn't be wrapping it back up. Dustin aborts the question. A moment later, once Billy tells him everything wrong with the situation rather than the outcome, his mouth clicks shut and his gaze flicks to the floor.]

I sharpened it. [His tone is indignant, but weakly so. He knows how this looks. Probably obvious, from the fact that he doesn't directly answer Billy's question.] ...Didn't have a choice.

[What should he have done here - asked one of the several residents with Medical for help? Don't be ridiculous.]

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[Billy gives him a look, but his gaze softens soon after.] ...well, now you have some more choices available to you.

[He finishes bandaging, and finally answers that question Dustin didn't quite finish] I can't see anything immediately wrong apart from your body body trying to heal, No infection that I can see, but we should do some blood work, and keep an eye on it still. I would still suggest you talk to the others here though, both to make sure I didn't miss anything, and to help you with...whatever it is you're trying to do to yourself. They should be able to save you a lot of pain. And uh...if they check you out, and say it's okay- I can do some magic pain management it's that bad. But I want to hold off on that until they look at you so they don't miss anything. How's that sound?

[quark_assassin]

[Dustin sits in sulky silence for a bit. The combination of topical and painkillers is helping him relax, incrementally, and consequently the pain-induced fog in his brain is starting to clear. Nothing Billy is suggesting is inherently unreasonable; Dustin lacks the facilities to do a proper blood panel to see how he's handling the new implant, and getting a second opinion from someone that knows more about medicine in general is definitely a good idea. He can't even deny that he prefers the concept of magical pain management - anything that sounds like a way to circumvent traditional drug usage is a boon in Dustin's books.

[But none of that stops him from still feeling very anxious about all of this.

[His eyes flick back up, some of that earlier suspicion returning in his narrowed expression.]

Several conditions.

[Dustin holds up his other hand to count off on his fingers.]

One: Standard tests only for bloodwork, and I take the samples back immediately after results are collected.

[That won't completely negate any of the weirdness that would come of of, say, a white blood cell count or mineral analysis, but it should stop someone like Tae from having the resources to investigate further. Probably.]

Two: I'm allowed to leave at any time.

[Self-explanatory.]

Three: You explain to me how your magic works.

[If it's just Magic Drugs instead of Regular Drugs, he's out.]

[wearingthestars]

Doctor Takemi does most of the bloodwork around here, I'm still learning, but I assume she'd be all right with that? We can ask her before we do anything at least.

[Billy's lips quirk a little, but he nods.]

You can always leave at any point. No one's going to tie you down.

[That last one though...Billy looks a little unsure. Mostly because it's not really easy to explain.]

It's uh...well, it basically works through desire fuel chaos magic. So I want you to feel less pain [He covers his ears when he says the phrase, just in case it acts as an unconscious spell.] I use a spell to help focus that want, and reality...re-writes itself.

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[Dustin frowns slightly. Of course Tae would be in control of the bloodwork - that's an excellent avenue for her to steal information from people without them realizing it. Well, as long as Billy is there to vouch for him, and as long as he recognizes that Dustin can deny either of their demands and leave without paying for services already rendered, he supposes that's a risk he's willing to take.

[The description of Billy's magic makes that frown deepen, although not in consternation this time. He looks genuinely pensive, head tilting to the side, eyes flickering for a moment to consider possible explanations.]

...A sort of directed entropy control? [As good of an explanation as any. Also, incredibly powerful and dangerous. There's a moment where Dustin's heart sinks at the idea of Billy turning that power on him, but it's quickly replaced by surprise - if he wanted to, it would have already happened, wouldn't it? Like a spell-enforced honor system. Lying while connected to intent-based magic sounds like it would be incredibly difficult. Unless his intent was to lie and make everyone believe him, in which case--

[--He's going too far down the rabbit hole on this one, isn't he? Dustin sniffs and shakes his head, abruptly hefting himself out of the chair.]

Fine. Is she here?

[He'd prefer not to make multiple trips to this place if he can help it. If it wasn't abundantly clear already, hospitals make him nervous.]

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[Billy honestly doesn't know. Chaos magic is confusing, and he's only studied a small bit himself compared to other spell casters who aren't their own magical power source.]

I think so, I can check if you want to relax or- [Oh, no, he's all ready up. Well then.] Or we can both look?

[quark_assassin]

[Nope, no relaxing allowed, even if Dustin is moving past the point of "pleasantly numb" to "my fingers feel funny and so does my face" on the Recently Ingested Painkillers progression scale (which sneaks up on him pretty quickly, considering his rapid metabolism). His knees wobble a little as he doggedly walks towards the door and fumbles with his coat.]

I'll come with you. [Just inviting himself to that excursion, thanks.] She have an office or something around here?